Classic Mistakes

1st Ramadhan 1433 ~
...one date that I felt major sadness and I felt homey..(I miss it so much)...the pitiful of realization of what I've had become throughout life,..I see more clearly now that 'the silence of the lamb' is present...my water-thoughts flow more peacefully...calmly,I know now...really know well..

-- people changed..like E=mc2 (complicated) --

the sadness trap the heart with its firm grip..how I wonder why this is my beginning..that I know this is the best journey of all time...there's only some sad THINGS happen but the FEELING that comes after,..it came more powerful...not bad...not a bad sign at all..

~!@#$%^&*()_+...+_)(*&^%$#@!~

people feel sad..all the time..it is the most common essence that I hope I'm not the one of the commoners,..felt the normal feeling over n' over again...not cool..(c'mon!I'm a vintage freak!)...

about being able to see things clearly..what I mean by it is that,I knew the ways to avoid what's other people are doing wrong...those kind of plans help me get through existence more accordingly,..but the best of all,living personage more harmoniously...

_______      Masochist Vendetta borders`    _______

what do you want n' wadya need?..see?that's a question...every homo sapien heard that one before,..but how many cared?

what do humans lived for?...my mind says..it's not something I find it worth fighting for,...maybe just because of my jealousy and ego conquer the mind while I'm writing this..but most of all,..my still-rational part thought,..majority creatures are still blind,..with the brightness of earth's fake light...however..where do I stand..am not one of em'?maybe,..maybe not...

-- I'M FREAKING FREAK THAN MOST OF YA GUYS,GOT THAT?  --

so yeah~..now in Ramadhan...I can do stuffs,..in other words,..lots of stuffs could be done n'

SKY'S THE LIMIT

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p/s; sudah cukup sudah....cukup sampai d'sini saja...

another p/s; just found out that my Islamic birth date is the 1st of Rabbiulakhir 1415...on WEDNESDAY-!