Apple of My Eye

Apple of My Eye
secrets kept
" And of mankind are some who take (for worship) others beside Allah as rivals (to Allah). They love them as they love Allah. But those who believe, love Allah more (than anything else). If only, those who do wrong could see, when they will see the torment, that all power belongs to Allah and that Allah is Severe in punishment "

Holy Quran, Al Baqarah:2

Monday, December 26, 2011

Mr. and Ms Anonymous

I may not be one hell of a psychic but still,I sense that there's someone at some place that was meant for me to *****thinking,,,
yeah,to like,,,have a relationship...not in a serious type of way but,ok no one - cared -
just,my curious nature just dying to know who is/are the particular person/community that know me(?)
yeah,the thing is,I'd really wanted to know you guys better,the ones who keep track with this outrageously 


blog...or even the ones who got the sympathy to even visit this freaking web...
I'm honoured of course...and it will be seriously delightful to know who,where ya from..etc etc
make long-cake shortcake,please,Please,PLEASE
leave some messages for me,about you...whoever!,don't care...
whenever you pop-up to this can say that now I'm kinda sheepishly lonely stuff..
but it's true,I need some major cool advice on how to spend my golden mine a.k.a. TIME (du'uh)
rather than rearing some fats in me...just...huh,just let me noe who you are...

p/s : LOVE YOU GUYS...(like you wouldn't know) 

Sunday, December 25, 2011


I've been a living a seventeen years of free-puppy-love life cause first thing that my in all-girl school...I've never known how to be lovey dovey and all with lover whatever...It's seems like I may not be the only but my curious part want to dig deep in this stuff...fortunately,I got the amount of time ahead of me...or I should the freedom I gain after the EXAM,I should(meaning)... must know a couple of stuff about love right?don't wanna get a massive cultural shock when I'm gone further I?let's see,let's see...I'm kinda ten gazellion steps back from most of my ex-friends about this..(pardon my exaggeration)...still thinking that I got no alternatives in doing so?where should I start huh?I really wanna do this differently...maybe search for a pen pal,write letter weeekly(old-skewl style).. ,

Dear Nikita,

How was thing going on?found your cat already?(ya see,his last letter telling me he'd lost his cat,Penny) know,maybe you should put some posters around the neighbourhood,make up a search party,Penny wouldn't be far,I assure you cause he's a wild cat!*no offense...

etc etc etc ....

Truly ,      

F.Y.I. - Nikita is my imaginary lover...mwahaha

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Indigo Scene

I would ask nothing more than just to be alone in my own room a.k.a. safe harbour...air cond' on,...along with the sound of rain droplets happily hitting the favourite classical music playing from  my mp3...and nothing more...JUZ THAT...notin else..oh! not forgetting the dim light from me star-light.....


I just consider myself good at playing in being a WITTY person is on top of my every-day-vision-list....It helps to best describe all very speechless situation?...or better crime scene?-cause I know world is best example of crime scene itself-


me in kurung dancing zapin

me visiting night market

captcha [ Priscilla Ahn - Rain ]

Deputy Of Headache [HQ]

It' been awhile,I've never given much thought on others as in I'm honto ni (really!) selfish...
it is in my DNA,bla bla bla....though I sometime don't know why I'm being so emosional on some other things(?)


perhaps..perhaps..perhaps...I'm so freaking lonely that I felt that way...not with parent or my rarely-comes-home sister and my always-busy-with-entertainment-industry brother-in-law
Since school's over,I'm kind envy those children who went out to some freaking shops buying some freaking school stuff...

My love is only for Him...Allah Almighty...

Thanked Him for the whole of my miserable lives-i'm a cat,so 9 lives-

Ended-up Lefthanded

This is a true story..about a young lady whose name could not be written (me)...had lost her greatest treasure to her very obnoxious comparison...



'f' that recovery system!...How the heck should I know that "recovery" means it suck all the stuff I've building up inside this laptop!(FFFFFFFFFFFFFFF)..words which shall not be written..well,it's improper...:-p

~d-o-n-e* w-i-t-h * i-t~

Open Up A New Leaf(ves)

Don't fret my dearest...

walawalaweyh...I'm gonna sing a song first...........
DONE!...dumdumdum,Just finished my ULTIMATE exam about 21 days ago...I'll be dead for another 2 days according to the death note...or so you could say that I've changed(?)...let's seeeeeee...I won't be going to school anymore for the rest of my life...BUTT if I were destined to become a TEACH..nope,that won't happen...dadadadadadadadada...
listening to Tree Hugger by Kimya Dawson

(you know that don't you?)

miss that ;-p

qwertyuiop-woah,my english literature,mwahahahah,...I'm still not used for not going to school... It's been eleven years I lived and 'die' in that building so-called I'm like free?or just under my grave... Literally..I am right now(du'uh)...I've been bored to death,tears,vommit,faint-every-sec

(!^!) I WANT MY SCHOOL BACK!!! (!^!)
that's odd

p/s ; buh-bye

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