tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-24523611939338530892024-03-14T23:42:24.258+08:00life as EyeLight spiriti am a muslimah,..and YEAH! I LOVE IT!I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.comBlogger42125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-9891357181280841202013-07-20T23:46:00.000+08:002013-07-21T00:06:56.688+08:002 Things<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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Ramadhan, underneath the always clear sky, somehow Rantau Town quite often witness the Almighty's bless of rain, a simple peace offered to dry mouth..fasting~</div>
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<span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #c27ba0;">" Ada dua pekara, sangat berbeza tetapi asalnya berduanya sama, punca dari hati yang merasai, punca dari akal yang berbuat. Yang mana satu lebih kuasanya antara yang lain, aku tak tahu, hanya Allah. Sejauh mana keduanya bisa merosakkan hati dan akal aku kerna terlampau sangat kesan terhadap tingkah laku diri aku muslimah biasa, hanya Dia yang mengadili..dalam hati aku, takkan berhenti satu frasa,. Aku fikir dan terus fikir, dalam mimpi dalam sedar, terus tanya satu frasa lebih dari menghantui, tetapi menjadi taboo buat diriku..mengapakah demikian..hanya satu jawapan termampau akal ku menjawab,.</span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #c27ba0;">(itulah keindahan frasanya) "</span><br />
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<span style="color: #e69138; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><i>I'm locked in tight, I'm out of range</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #e69138; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><i>I used to care, but things have changed "</i></span></div>
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<span style="color: #ffd966;">- Saniboey</span></div>
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~to be continued...</div>
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-12998733891875674032013-07-14T00:22:00.005+08:002013-07-14T00:23:11.773+08:00Noted Prior I<div style="text-align: center;">
In motivating, or should I say, giving the 'brain freeze' to the brain as a wake up call,</div>
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is un-enough with just words, hearing or reading them,..</div>
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Unlike those inspirational people making inspirational talks and videos</div>
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(if we care to open a freaking YouTube every single day)</div>
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what makes you things you're the only in this world?</div>
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the answer lies when there is none of amazing reminders, remind you of what real situation like outside there, I bet if you're not to busying yourself with your own world, your own problem,</div>
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you'll understand well enough about <span style="color: #8e7cc3;">REALLY, TRULY</span> living this life, watching others from around your country, analysis their problem</div>
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It the same freaking story but it is just different characters,.</div>
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but the DIRECTOR is still you!</div>
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It's like ala ala SuckerPunch movie, where I seriously thought the hero was Babydoll, but it was not her, but it was SweetPea..</div>
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<b><span style="color: #3d85c6;">the point is~</span></b></div>
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I may not see myself clearly with all these 'muddy thoughts'</div>
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seeing the bright side blah blah just, thought about what about someone like me?</div>
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I am molded into an individual character of self-loathing...</div>
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I could not see the bright side all only if it is on fire <span style="color: #f6b26b;">(and that's bad thing)</span></div>
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All this crap of caring <i><span style="color: #e06666;">endless worthless</span></i> thing puts me into coma of tranquility..</div>
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but easily,..all could end and begin with an adaption,.</div>
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some training on my part..</div>
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<span style="color: #93c47d;">p/s : nevertheless, I could't wait for Ramadhan to have it's</span><b> <span style="color: #6aa84f;">precise effects</span></b><span style="color: #93c47d;"> on me...cant wait~</span></div>
I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-28645313061467648502013-07-13T00:22:00.003+08:002013-07-13T00:24:17.232+08:00China Town<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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I was thinking to put the title of "Emptiness" to the post & continue with definition of empty, and I realize, it just could not any emptier than that...</div>
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so I got China Town inspiration, expressing that sometime, a busy day will be grey sometimes..,</div>
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let alone that one dying 'white elephant'</div>
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I could not wrap my head around all these situation, I don't know how those people spending their summer with the routine all over again and again and again...</div>
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<span style="color: #6aa84f;">"What if our whole life is a dream,when we die, we wake up?" - Conspiratorial Keanu</span></div>
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How could this be happening to me?I must be one of the most lonely girl next door, living this thing with just pure of nothingness...</div>
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Ramadhan and some bits of love are the only things that keep me going in the next morning..</div>
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not even for the home I got..</div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">AM I THAT MASOCHISTIC?</span></div>
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Interference from external forces, the sun, cats & sound of rain, those indigo scenes keep my thought of living another day.. and for some reason, while I'm writing these, I creased my forehead hard, it dented~<img src="http://emoticoner.com/files/emoticons/onion-head/bird-onion-head-emoticon.gif" /></div>
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The Irony is that, those repeating activities (waking up, fasting, shower, reading, staring) makes up a whole different memories, I'll get sick of the memories will end up doing it involuntarily!</div>
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and more of the Irony, 'even the good song, you hear it over and over again, you'll feel your ears numbing' </div>
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<span style="color: #f1c232; font-size: large; font-style: italic;">"Carpe Diem" - </span><span style="color: #f1c232;">seize the day</span></div>
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<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">p/s : "no matter how things turn out, make the best of them" quote simply not freaking enough!!</span></div>
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-50330311714570583402013-07-06T21:02:00.002+08:002013-07-07T13:24:02.103+08:00Skin Deep Bore<div style="text-align: center;">
Each one of us must have that one music,any type of song</div>
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giving what we thought a complete guide..</div>
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on how to <span style="color: #e69138;">LIVE THIS LIFE</span>~</div>
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Seriously, we all heard about :-</div>
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when we're sad, we understand the lyrics, when we're happy, we'll enjoy the tune..<br />
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<u>Speak Up</u> by POP ETC & <u>Yamaha</u> by Delta Spirit respectively<br />
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Surely, it must be some kind of myth, if we're deaf ( I rather I were~)<br />
The point is, it makes you <span style="color: #6aa84f;">static</span>, and got you thinking why everything is damn boring<br />
I think a lot, a lot more than actually doing it..<br />
especially, those freak time when in prayer, you're not khusyuk cuz why?<br />
you think a lot,.besides the prayer itself..<br />
Our body seems to provide more energy to the brain when we're motionless...<br />
I would sleep like an hour after putting the head on the bed..<br />
It's seriously annoying, noticing that mostly we thought about things <span style="color: #f1c232;">not worth</span> thinking of~<br />
We care about people not worth care of,..<br />
Doing deeds not worth doing..<br />
making <span style="color: #3d85c6;">bad decisions</span>..and what worse than that?<br />
dying with sins not yet forgiven by Him...<br />
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">p/s: no other solution than fixing yourself with 'yourself'..got it?</span><br />
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-12929759215267839552013-06-26T16:48:00.000+08:002013-06-26T16:51:18.665+08:00Payback Time<div style="text-align: center;">
Odd timing to think that all this luxurious time I have spend them worthlessly</div>
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(since I'm not in college,yet plus me not working at all)</div>
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There's isn't much things I've done for the past 2 months,..</div>
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Still the opportunities there, in another two months I'll be back to college (degree)..</div>
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In the mean time, those future two months I have,.</div>
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I wouldn't want it to filled with my schedule of the past months~</div>
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<b><span style="color: #f1c232;">The Hierarchy:-</span></b></div>
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<u><span style="color: #6aa84f;">3rd May</span></u> (is it?don't remember) : I starts longest of my holiday</div>
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till today <span style="color: #3d85c6;"><u>26th June</u></span> : how long have I been wasting?yeah 1 month++</div>
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But we all got a month that save us from this blackest duty=wasting time..</div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: inherit; font-size: large;"><i><b>RAMADHAN~</b></i></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">(it's not a choice to obey or to not obey below steps, it's </span>responsibilities<span style="font-family: inherit;">..how far we actually bury that deep in our,..piece of meat in the body?)</span></div>
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Living in Malaysia, is every day prosperity,,</div>
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Some knew (the adults)</div>
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some dont (the kids)</div>
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and some pretend to forget (the penebang pokok balak a.k.a. mother's nature enemy)</div>
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but still, we cant do nothing bout it, can we?</div>
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I would like to insincerely invite an unwelcoming guest to my house, </div>
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every single day when I open the windows..</div>
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Guest : The name's Hazel (she's the haze~ -_-)</div>
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Me : I hate you.</div>
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Guest : Oh really?! well, I on the other hand just LOVE to wander around your house, </div>
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making you cough like hell and blur your view of the scene and all..it's just my fun hobby!</div>
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Me : .....</div>
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-91985314641241032632013-06-22T00:10:00.000+08:002013-06-23T01:15:06.415+08:00Episode 1 - Pilot<div style="text-align: center;">
I know a fact, almost half of series program (like How i met Your Mother)..their first episode started with the title Pilot..wonder what that lead to?</div>
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<b><span style="color: orange;">SCUMBAG BRAIN TROLLING*</span></b></div>
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I got a theory..A Pilot,what I had in mind, some kind of macho suit. A guy with big vision, not just the clouds and mountain, it's what behind them as well..</div>
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<b><span style="color: yellow; font-size: large;">I'm a pilot</span></b></div>
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I'm tired of always starting from the first step, trying to gain back what I've lost.</div>
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It got me thinking,. it was never about the past, the future</div>
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It was and always about what's happening NOW...</div>
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<span style="color: #b6d7a8;">credits: Soothsayer from Kung Fu Panda 2</span></div>
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I'm tired of saying, I'm worst of everything just because I can't really stick to it..</div>
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I won't stick to book until it's finish, I just won't stick to a single job, complete em' to perfection,</div>
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I am not that person.</div>
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(take this blog for example..)</div>
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How about I start to turn over a new leaf,. but it's much more than that than just words..</div>
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The effort I'm putting to be the kinda person we all suppose to be..</div>
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<u><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;">A <b><span style="color: #6fa8dc;">better</span></b> Pilot</span></u><br />
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Fly his plane of life to journey with the tank full of <span style="color: magenta;">HOPE</span> with passengers of <span style="color: lime;">family and friends</span>..</div>
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So, how about kissin' goodbye to vain, and gain more self-respect..like I dunno~<u><span style="color: #ffd966;">mother tongue</span></u> maybe?</div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000;">p/s: I love you Nikita~</span></td></tr>
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0Palestine31.952162 35.23315400000001330.226547500000002 32.651367000000015 33.6777765 37.814941000000012tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-19167306551734573552012-10-29T18:46:00.002+08:002013-06-23T01:11:23.259+08:0011 Miseries [Some Nights]<br />
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Before what ever..lemme just recall what I did..</div>
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I completed my MUET test..the ultimate condition they gave us: "factor for one to succeed in life" something like that...</div>
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And I got a point,which is - the need for <b><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">being happy...</span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">very true..I look at the paper,and think,..why havent' I thought about this before?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I just couldnt' agree more with the statement...</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">so right that moment..my ideas flow like</span><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"> Niagara Falls</span>...all related with the facts that we DO need the feel of being happy in order to become a successful person..[how <span style="color: #e06666;">cliche</span> is that?]</div>
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<span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>THIS COULDNT GET ANY MORE BORING</b></span></div>
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ehem..it is sure..that there had been some exposures going on around me..some stuffs that stamped my confidence as a not-so-active blogger..these 'exposure' involves stalking le me others friends blogs,,,how they manage it and I compared it,,..to..mine...??*speechless</div>
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<span style="color: #b45f06; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><b>bla blah blah</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">I had just gone through my longest fever-</span>tortured<span style="font-family: inherit;"> days..all eleven days of them I've gone through with coldness of </span><span style="color: #3d85c6; font-family: Courier New, Courier, monospace;"><b>rain</b></span><span style="font-family: inherit;"> and scorching heat of the</span><b><span style="color: #e69138; font-family: Helvetica Neue, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> SUN...</span></b></div>
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these days full of...of...(kepala pening jap...takleh nak fikir jap)-->heading for medication</div>
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-66645928098998528052012-09-11T20:39:00.001+08:002013-06-23T01:09:56.340+08:00Gone With The Wind<div style="text-align: center;">
<i><span style="color: #674ea7; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;">September</span><span style="color: #e06666; font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif; font-size: large;"> lullaby </span></i><span style="color: white; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', Tahoma, Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 20px; line-height: 20px;"><b style="background-color: black;">( ´_`)</b></span></div>
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line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; line-height: 10.416666030883789px;">Dark the oceans dark the sky.</span></span></span></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; display: block; font: inherit; line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; display: block; font: inherit; line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; line-height: 10.416666030883789px;">Hush the whales and the ocean tide.</span></span></span></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; 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vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; line-height: 10.416666030883789px;">Gone their master gone their son.</span></span></span></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; display: block; font: inherit; line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; line-height: 10.416666030883789px;"><br /></span></span></span></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; display: block; font: inherit; line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; line-height: 10.416666030883789px;">...</span></span></span></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; 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line-height: 10.416666030883789px;">Three black carriages, three white carts.</span></span></span></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; display: block; font: inherit; line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><br /></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; display: block; font: inherit; line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; line-height: 10.416666030883789px;">What brings us together is what pulls us apart.</span></span></span></span><span class="line line-s" id="line_1" style="border: 0px; display: block; font: inherit; line-height: 10.416666030883789px; margin: 0px; padding: 0px 5px; text-align: center; vertical-align: baseline;"><span style="background-color: black;"><span style="color: #76a5af;"><span style="font-family: Trebuchet MS, sans-serif;"><br /></span><span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; 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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-51565079912611497222012-09-07T19:49:00.000+08:002013-06-23T01:09:56.338+08:00Indulgence <div style="text-align: center;">
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-89117030228207273332012-08-25T22:00:00.005+08:002013-06-23T01:11:23.266+08:00Not Suppose <div style="text-align: center;">
And I smile..la la la... - Random Awesome (i dont noe what is up with me)</div>
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Maseh sendiri, </div>
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Dalam runag serba luas ini, </div>
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Tanpa belaian suara makhluk lain...</div>
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Hanya belaian suara jantung bergetar...</div>
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Dan nyanyian riang di luar sana</div>
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Semua kerna waktu,</div>
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Mahu mengisinya, mahu mengembalikanya, mahu diberhentikan</div>
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Apakan daya diriku manusia biasa,</div>
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Sebiasa-biasa aku, ada yang lagi luar biasa,</div>
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Puasa sebulannya dipanjangkan seumur hidup,</div>
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Buka dan sahurnya tidak pernah ada,</div>
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Rezeki ku di bumi Allah SWT melimpah ruah banyaknya,</div>
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Fikiran aku cuba sentiasa mengingat,</div>
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Bahawa hidup ini,jaraknya singkat,</div>
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Tak usah hiraukan,..tak usah pedulikan, </div>
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Biarlah sendiri mana pun aku,</div>
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Yang di atas sana maseh menemani,</div>
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Sedihku ini tak ada erti, </div>
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Jika kaulah sandaran hati...</div>
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Sejauh mana dunia mengeji,</div>
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Sejauh mana mereka bertepi,</div>
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Bertambah dekat jarakku dan Dia, </div>
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Hatta, aku endahkan saja,</div>
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Sehingga aku mampu, sehingga aku sanggup,</div>
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Maka selamalah aku hidup,</div>
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Sudah aku katakan,</div>
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Berkali-kali disuarakan,</div>
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Diiring ahli mahupun teman,</div>
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Keranda mu diusung pelan,</div>
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Mencari nasib di akhir zaman,</div>
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Berhenti jari puas berdiri, </div>
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Menulis takdir tak pernah henti,</div>
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Fadhilat hidup tak akan ku sangsi, </div>
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Cerita diri berbunyi begini ;~</div>
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-27721746041671617492012-07-21T23:30:00.000+08:002013-06-23T01:11:23.262+08:00Classic Mistakes<div style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;"><i><span style="color: #6aa84f;">1st </span><span style="color: #45818e;">Ramadhan</span><span style="color: #6aa84f;"> </span><span style="color: #e69138;">1433 </span><span style="color: #bf9000;">~</span></i></span><br />
...one date that I felt major sadness and I felt homey..(I miss it so much)...the pitiful of realization of what I've had become throughout life,..I see more clearly now that 'the silence of the lamb' is present...my water-thoughts flow more peacefully...calmly,I know now...really know well..</div>
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<b><span style="color: magenta;">-- people changed..like E=mc<span style="font-size: xx-small;">2</span> (complicated) --</span></b></div>
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the sadness trap the heart with its firm grip..how I wonder why this is my beginning..that I know this is the best journey of all time...there's only some sad THINGS happen but the FEELING that comes after,..it came more powerful...not bad...not a bad sign at all..</div>
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people feel sad..all the time..it is the most common essence that I hope I'm not the one of the commoners,..felt the normal feeling over n' over again...not cool..(c'mon!I'm a vintage freak!)...</div>
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about being able to see things clearly..what I mean by it is that,I knew the ways to avoid what's other people are doing wrong...those kind of plans help me get through existence more accordingly,..but the best of all,living personage more harmoniously...</div>
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<b>_______ <span style="color: #a64d79;"> <strike>Masochist Vendetta borders`</strike> </span> _______</b></div>
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what do you want n' wadya need?..see?that's a question...every homo sapien heard that one before,..but how many cared?</div>
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what do humans lived for?...my mind says..it's not something I find it worth fighting for,...maybe just because of my jealousy and ego conquer the mind while I'm writing this..but most of all,..my still-rational part thought,..majority creatures are still blind,..with the brightness of earth's fake light...however..where do I stand..am not one of em'?maybe,..maybe not...</div>
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so yeah~..now in Ramadhan...I can do stuffs,..in other words,..lots of stuffs could be done n'</div>
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p/s; sudah cukup sudah....cukup sampai d'sini saja...</div>
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another p/s; just found out that my Islamic birth date is the 1st of Rabbiulakhir 1415...on <span style="color: #a64d79; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: x-small;"><b>WEDNESDAY</b></span>-!</div>
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Friends was such an easy thing to play...and I'll always here to hide all it..so I believe,.in yesterday ...</div>
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was the 1ST KULIAH 10 OUTING...as in the 57th best outing I've ever had in my entire life of friendship~<br />
<strong><span style="color: red;">-how bout' dat huh?-</span></strong></div>
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<span style="color: #f6b26b;">ya noe how I've lived almost my entire childhood in a deserted town..[still,Rantau is awesome in other ways]..</span></div>
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<span style="color: #f6b26b;">how I studied in a school full of my own genus?...[Gurls still rule this world~]</span></div>
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so...it's kinda first experience for my go out..to Mines,this mall near to UPM,..with my other kuliah mates~..</div>
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=how the family bonds really that fucking strong!=</div>
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just imagine thart we walked together to mines...went home together back to college..</div>
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dear kuliah mates..if you're reading this..you just can't imagine..the feeling of never went for an outing with that many friends..GUYS n gurls..</div>
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analysis: outing with guys was..*speechless...they're kinda awesome...in some ways...you need to be me to understand this kind of situation..hmm??</div>
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p/s: it was fucking RELIEVING FUN!!</div>
I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-74347360828464205152012-07-16T23:41:00.001+08:002013-06-23T01:19:08.498+08:00Ager Cultura<div style="text-align: center;">
Test II was...well..was...hurmm....i dunnoe...</div>
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<b><span style="color: magenta;">ATTENTION TO ALL MY BUDDIES OF UPM~WASSUP??Y(^-^)Y</span></b></div>
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what? - AsPer batch 8 2012/13 Test II -normal tract-</div>
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when? - July 16th till July 30th 2012</div>
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when...as in time? - 8 till 9:30 pm ('awesome')</div>
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what again? - agriculture</div>
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ranking - ****</div>
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After the clock strike exactly 9 o'clock sharp...i looked at zue,..and giggles..</div>
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me : weyh!*motioning towards prof zack..lets sent it together!</div>
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zue : lip sync 'i got no answers!'</div>
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me : just let it be lah weyh!!</div>
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~ silents creeps back ~</div>
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then..*LOL..we sang this freaky song out loud..because of the TENSION was so unbearable maybe~hehe</div>
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'Gotyre-Somebody That I Used To Know'</div>
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we just sing..n sing...n sing...until we(especially me) lose my voice chord somewhere on the road,,...it was memorable,n i hope we'll continue doing it...no stopping...cuz at that particular moment..I knew our friendship had no end...at that moment..TuT!<br />
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CLIMAX was...since the bus was no where to be seen after we waited like..for eternity..</div>
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I saw bunch of these guys...like parading.,planning to <b><u>WALK</u></b> back to college...for the sake of experience..zue literally drag me,following them...</div>
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~ through the dark...</div>
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~ with these teenager's voice talking..</div>
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~ walking with fear...</div>
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~ beside 'haunted' building of the first abandoned college...</div>
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it was...it was...</div>
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<span style="color: #93c47d; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><b>AWESOME!!...</b></span></div>
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then..it mostly talking...with sweet gurl <span style="color: #a64d79; font-style: italic;">Aqilah~</span>talk bout <i style="color: #8e7cc3; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif; font-size: small;">HE WHO MUST NOT BE NAMED..</i><span style="font-family: inherit;">that's the most of it..enjoying sisterhood...</span><br />
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p/s:-'fish' the english before..damn it!:p</div>
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</div>I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-50666204083845497762012-07-14T21:53:00.000+08:002013-06-23T01:19:08.492+08:00What Ifs<div style="text-align: center;">
synopsis; Imagination took me to some place,..where I could no longer deal with boredom and insanity of life...</div>
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but still,..the place taught me few things of true meaning of life...</div>
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I ain't got no black beauty,.. a journal where I could place all my memories shared with these few lucky homo sapiens...at one time,..I mean this time,..the memories inside me burst throughout the imaginary space..colourful,much colourful than rainbow itself...filled through my tears...that very first day I cried,..when I left home..~</div>
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<span style="color: red;">(this is just the beginning...I'm warning ya this is quite a long post...appreciate your time..go outside n' play my sweethearts..)</span></div>
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<span style="color: #741b47; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;">Since in college...</span></div>
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I'm too suck...suck-in for this life, i dont know what's happening to human fake life, what they're living for...popularity? I maybe no longer care, cuz in college, i learn some true meaning of life..n in the same time, i got away from fantasy that human thought they live in...so what now?..am i still part of them?--these questions are too abstract,..only thioughts of true vendetta would understand..~my apology</div>
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This is what actually happen...dear Malaysian that my Lord, Allah s.w.t. cared for,..</div>
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<span style="font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: large;">- <b><span style="color: #ea9999;">Putra </span><span style="color: orange;">Univ </span><span style="color: #9fc5e8;">Malaysian</span></b> -</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">it'a a surprise..surprise to surpass all those intelligent-rians outside there to took their place here in UPM..the grateful overwhelmed that first moment I knew my place..here in this magnificent institute..</span></div>
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general knowledge people..we all knew it's friggin' important knowledges are..especially at this kind of century... you guys don't know how i hard me,..especially my beloved family to seek chance like this..it's linked to a case where i'm not fit to get a bumiputera specialities,..how dare them!(the governmet..*huuu)</div>
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thus..the hardships were undeniable..but lets not write about those silly silly things shall we..?</div>
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but here are the deeds that i'm too fuckin' lazy to elaborate...</div>
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Venue : Putra University Malaysia</div>
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Course : Foundation in <b><span style="color: yellow; font-family: Times, 'Times New Roman', serif;">Agricultural Science</span></b></div>
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Date - 7th May 2012 till 2013 'graduate'</div>
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Orientation : wanted to become MTM<span style="color: #b4a7d6; font-family: 'Helvetica Neue', Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;"> (Student Senate Comm.)</span>..soon~</div>
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Subjects : mostlly science but there's extra one sub that<span style="color: cyan;"> gempak giler</span></div>
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That Extra One :<span style="color: #6aa84f;"><b> Agriculture</b></span>...in short,what i thought about plants before this...about being a farmers..it changed..from (-) to (+)</div>
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Seniors : Irrelevant</div>
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Lecturer : Not Bad</div>
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Lecture mate : Awesome<i> <span style="color: red;">=</span><span style="color: #e69138;">family bond working</span><span style="color: red;">=</span></i></div>
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Room : Satisfied..<b><span style="color: #76a5af;">homey</span></b></div>
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Room mate : <span style="color: #f1c232;"><u><b>Fantastic</b></u></span> [asyiqa-nasyid,nadiah-P.Y.T.,tijad-blurry eyes,syafiq-saba ba,famy-3rd dimensional]</div>
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Food : <span style="color: #b4a7d6;">TxT</span>...mammmaaa!!nak <span style="color: #93c47d;">tempoyak</span>!!</div>
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Hygiene : rank-WTF!</div>
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Books : I could have 7 dozens of<span style="color: #ffd966;"> gempak starz</span> comics by now..the price was excruciating</div>
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Fish Flats : true<span style="font-family: inherit;"> rendezvous</span> indeed</div>
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Auxiliary : <a href="http://isntlifeawesome.blogspot.com/">isntlifeawesome.blogspot.com</a></div>
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what else~?oh..pictures..haha!</div>
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p/s;- like i said..this is just the <b><span style="color: #76a5af;">beginning</span></b>...waiting starts now~</div>
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-59992667387963105862012-04-29T20:28:00.002+08:002013-06-23T01:08:39.298+08:00Awesomeness<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<br />I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-70771729064093441202012-04-26T23:17:00.000+08:002013-06-23T01:20:42.669+08:00No Card<div style="text-align: center;">
A very predictable thing happened today..which would probably made to the Malaysian Guiness Book of Record...imagine that!</div>
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I actually cooked...a freaking dish called 'Gulai Pisang'</div>
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result : It turns out just as I imagined..</div>
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I imagine...if the 'gulai' was edible..my mom would be very proud of me...but now..she's just...proud..only~<br />
well..my intention of doing this cause my mom's B day..this mind is blank..<br />
do not know what else to do for her...<br />
and I just thought,,she cooked a lot for me,so..why not I too,cook at least one dish..just make her happy?<br />
it was disastrous..*sigh<br />
but the climax of today stories was...my mother had a sudden fever..<br />
this knocked the breath out of me...how come?she was everything a mother could be...she don't fucking deserve any of this..-end of sad moment-<br />
Year 2012...my mom had simple birthday celebration..just cakes(which mostly ate by me)..and one day MC from the doctor..took a chill pill on friday...<br />
when I went outing with CEVD two days before...I bought a card just in case I couldn't come with something to cheer my mom up...but..just that..she had fever,took care of her..no words to write in that card,for a day my mom was born..day of heaven and miracle for me..~especially me...<br />
my ink pen gone...I only thought of her pain..<br />
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p/s : so..no card this year</div>
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my mother ~ is a <span style="font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;">WONDER</span><span style="color: #f1c232;">WOMAN</span></span>...</div>
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<span style="font-size: small;">Being a good daughter was never my accomplished task I had on my to-do list...it's simple but complicated...</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">But seriously fella...what is so hard of being a loving children..PARENT had done so many we could never imagine...until,..of course when we become one ourself...[then you know lah weyh!how was it]</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">what mother had done today had really touched my heart...</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">but that's the point...she had done so many wonderful things for me - I lost count...-</span><br />
<i style="font-size: medium;">today was one of it... </i><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">me was fasting today...makruh fasting to be exact [cause I sleep A LOT]...I didn't do any home chores to day..at all..like ;-</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">#opening windows upstairs...[to allow 'rezqi' inside the house as she said]</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">#feed the cats..poor the thing meow meowing</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">#wash the dishes - f.y.i. my mom really hates that when there dirty dishes piled in the sink</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">so yeah..~I'm a terrible fast-er and daughter..</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">when Maghreb's near...I'd ready with dates in front of me...my mom called ----</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">mom : assalamulaykum..noain</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">me : yes..waalaykumsalam ma...</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">mom : what do you want for break-fast?</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">me : I don't know..just buy anything..not rice..no KFC or McD watsoever</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">mom : I don't what do you want to eat..really...I'm on my way to Jusco right now...just tell me what do you want...</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">( 2 minutes of debating back and forth on what to eat...)</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">me : okay mom!just buy that..urmm....mac and cheese..*sigh</span><br />
<span style="font-size: small;">mom : there..not so hard right?ok then..bye</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: small;">Not so hard?..I KNOW Secret Recipe is one the most expensive restaurant...I was considering my fast was 'makruh'(cause of the sleep thing)..and that I did not do any house chores..make me feel like...like a umm...oh yeah!...</span><br />
<span style="font-size: large;">A <b><span style="background-color: black; color: yellow;">SCHMUCK</span></b></span><span style="font-size: small;"><span style="color: yellow;"> </span>~ <span style="color: yellow;">let me highlight that..</span><br />so..story ending..I got my mac and cheese..eat it with guilt feeling holing in my chest...and ate my medicine..</span><br />
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-60282982280970412642012-04-22T21:04:00.004+08:002013-06-23T01:12:22.564+08:00C.E.V.D.<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<br />I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-76197117485814433302012-04-22T20:53:00.004+08:002013-06-23T01:21:41.424+08:00Pilgrim To Homeland<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><tbody>
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<br />I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-69884452889981354522012-04-22T20:48:00.000+08:002013-06-23T01:21:41.422+08:00Cat Outta The Bag<div style="text-align: center;">
my cat Pikodi...gave birth to Munchie-girl and Tiger-boy</div>
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since their uncle Oreo was named after biscuit..I thought..why think any harder?<br />
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p/s : their birth place was behind my air-cond box..ya know~outside the house?it will sound like whoosh~whoosh~ if you ever turn on your air-cond</div>I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-56054794738181337152012-04-22T20:40:00.004+08:002013-06-23T01:11:23.264+08:00Exposed<div style="text-align: center;">
<b><span style="color: #cc0000; font-family: 'Courier New', Courier, monospace; font-size: large;">THESE ARE 'CRAZY'</span></b></div>
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<span style="color: yellow; font-family: inherit; font-size: x-small;">-it suppose to be in Masochistic Vendetta blog..but seriously?who cares..[i'll duplicate]-</span></div>
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You,me won't know what is crazy...which is what perhaps until The Judgement day..people may not read this but I'll take this freaking post as my virtual note for future-me</div>
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I rarely do any of my post perfectly unless I have the feeling to so...warning this is one of those posts...</div>
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I can't beat my within curiosity especially when internet's available...a lot had happened inside my 'imaginary world' a.k.a. mind...lately..because of scenes</div>
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When I'm boring,I surf the net~simple...but</div>
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me surfing the net this time had led me to different dimension - believe it or not</div>
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<span style="color: #f6b26b;">I HAVE DOUBTS EVERY DAMN MINUTE</span></div>
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Who am I anyway?who the heck are you?..are we actually people that God Almighty gave minds and hearts to use wisely..~forget 'wisely',,to actually use it? </div>
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it is so fucking hard to live on this planet earth...you had competition </div>
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.p/s : Picnik.com <u>dead</u>..R.I.P.<br />
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-29914218315141176902012-03-27T23:04:00.004+08:002013-06-23T01:24:09.111+08:00Twinkle Star<div style="text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: black; color: orange; font-family: inherit;">"Regret on what you did is more EXTRAVAGANT than regret on what you didn't"</span><span style="background-color: black; color: #76a5af; font-family: inherit;">- me</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #76a5af; font-family: inherit;">Because we live just once...we're young just once,and my curious part always tell me(whisper in my head I guess)...</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #76a5af; font-family: inherit;">"Ain,think once,twice,thrice,fourice,<wbr></wbr>five-rice before you do ONE thing" but I rarely listen because you know...the more I made mistakes,the more right I'm going to do in the future...of course,I need to see the suitability of that method for some the dilemma I'm facing...not all(like choosing a college to study,careful buddy!)</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #76a5af; font-family: inherit;">You can call that LIFE,including mine..is a mixed-up one...<img goomoji="361" src="https://mail.google.com/mail/e/361" style="margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0.2ex; margin-right: 0.2ex; margin-top: 0px; vertical-align: middle;" /></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #76a5af; font-family: inherit;">different people...variety of food...numerous languages...oceans of emotions</span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; color: #76a5af; font-family: inherit;">I loved funky...different...stuffs..<wbr></wbr>that's about me </span></div>
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<span style="color: #e69138; font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: black;">above are some bits of my photo essay(application to participate BRATs)..butt(hehe) before that..what the heck </span><span style="background-color: black;">is BRATS?...some pain-in-the-ass kids is it?</span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: black; font-family: inherit;"><b style="color: #cc0000;">B</b><span style="color: white;">right</span> <b><span style="color: #e69138;">R</span></b><span style="color: white;">oving</span> <b><span style="color: #f1c232;">A</span></b><span style="color: white;">nnoying</span> <b><span style="color: #6aa84f;">T</span></b><span style="color: white;">eenS</span></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">BRATs is one of the most special things<span style="color: #9fc5e8;"> The Star Publication </span>(my future rival - since I'm future NSTP journalist)..*ahem,so this special things was held specially for my kind-<span style="color: #93c47d;">TEENAGERs</span>..as in we had our own platform in society...BRATs is a workshop Star did to train kids like me in being fantacular journalist a.k.a. </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">an </span><b style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="color: red;">awesome</span></b><span style="font-family: inherit;"> person!</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">Yeah..it goes on with the photography technique..how to capture good photo and video,not to forget..D most important thing is standing in front of a camera..- aside social skills..Can ya imagine this..we actually had our own assignments (like grown-up had*hehe) for tourism place we're visited..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">ok...first thing first..when I first walk inside this room full of youngster-like me *duh-..me was fucking nervous..I never realise I'm chosen like these guys but in the end,the low self-esteem gradually decrease (science much?) when I hang out with these guys..doing ice-breaking...having brunch,dinner and,..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">it was <u>FUN maximum power!</u>-for that angle,that I mix up with my own kind</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">second thing second..those trips we had to some tourism place in Kuala Selangor </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">(forgot to mention I was in <span style="color: #b4a7d6;">BRATs K. Selangor 2012</span>..juz f.y.i.)..and we walk and travel and explore </span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">and dig up some stuff for our articles and videos..</span><br />
<span style="font-family: inherit;">ya know how people talk about new things were found,learn new stuff about some place..but that was my 27% of the story..most of my story involved the <span style="color: #ffe599;">AWKWARDNESS</span> I felt through the journey..</span><br />
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I Am An EyeLighthttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07103224549021723190noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-2452361193933853089.post-75633881527006719092012-03-27T02:26:00.001+08:002013-06-23T01:20:42.671+08:00Pregnant Lady<div style="text-align: center;">
It's been literally forever(or to be exact-2 years) for to me get my own nephew/niece...like from my sister's generation(I was about to write womb-...haha)..so this year,God willing,..July 2012..my sister will provide me and my family a new family member...a child(hoping, a boy) that will lighten the symphony of this family...<br />
I can tell you guys now that...that future child would be so fucking lucky<br />
to have <span style="color: #c27ba0;">mama as grandmother</span>.,<br />
<span style="color: #8e7cc3;">papa as grandfather</span>.,<br />
<span style="color: #93c47d;">brother sani as father</span>..,<br />
<span style="color: #f6b26b;">my sister as mother(</span>abuden!)<br />
as best of all..(y'all know what Imma gonna write..)<br />
me as him/her <b style="color: #45818e;">AUNT ANNE...</b>*cookoo<br />
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we all will love him a.k.a. like 'menatang minyak yang penuh' for him..cause..is't been a while and where would the family throw our big bucks?-(think about that-how arrogant am I)<br />
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In Malaysia,car accident is the 2nd most likely thing to happen every single day...as in,the day would not be complete without some news from media about car accident..then when I heard the particular news,I would sighed,"Thank god,the world's still normal!",(how about that?)</div>
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Let me introduce to ya guys...Sir Rosly - me instructor for driving school</div>
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1st of all is the <span style="color: red;"><b>ADRENALINE</b></span> of working with the killing machine(car-duh!)...the inertia you felt when handled the clutch.gears and the steers!it follow our rule,,we set the game for this killing machine...</div>
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<span style="color: magenta; font-family: 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"><b>~ HOW COOL IS THAT! ~</b></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">2ndly would be the <span style="color: orange;"><b>SPEED</b></span>...of every inch involving car..for ex like the speed of you absorb the </span>knowledges for the side-parking,climbing up hill(classic!) and this thing you need to do when ya encounter dead-end...got it?never mind..</div>
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3rd thing I remember the most is the <span style="color: lime;"><b>TENSION </b></span>ya felt...'yells' and 'critics' from ma instructor reaaallllyy...... challenge myself to get to the next level...I'm a girl,me gonna cry in no time for any 'insults' I get from him...but trust me,I no time too..it helps me to improve fucking a lot!</div>
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Last but so not totally the least...the ultimate <span style="color: blue; font-weight: bold;">TEST!!</span>yeah..it was exactly the same as our Sir Rosly taught me all the time!it turns out every single thing came out from his mouth about driving a car came out useful for my test...and thank him for that...<br />
<span style="font-size: large;">I PASSED ~</span><br />
ok...before end..forgot to mention about the convenience of the car meant for me.. of course I'm the new driver of the family..I'm just glad not being the most active parasite at home...</div>
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p/s : want me to scan my freaking license?nah...</div>
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