Noted Prior I

In motivating, or should I say, giving the 'brain freeze' to the brain as a wake up call,

is un-enough with just words, hearing or reading them,..

Unlike those inspirational people making inspirational talks and videos

(if we care to open a freaking YouTube every single day)

what makes you things you're the only in this world?

if a picture speaks 1000 words, what would a collage spoke of?

the answer lies when there is none of amazing reminders, remind you of what real situation like outside there, I bet if you're not to busying yourself with your own world, your own problem,

you'll understand well enough about REALLY, TRULY living this life, watching others from around your country, analysis their problem

It the same freaking story but it is just different characters,.

but the DIRECTOR is still you!

It's like ala ala SuckerPunch movie, where I seriously thought the hero was Babydoll, but it was not her, but it was SweetPea..

the point is~

I may not see myself clearly with all these 'muddy thoughts'

seeing the bright side blah blah just, thought about what about someone like me?

I am molded into an individual character of self-loathing...

I could not see the bright side all only if it is on fire (and that's bad thing)

All this crap of caring endless worthless thing puts me into coma of tranquility..

but easily,..all could end and begin with an adaption,.

some training on my part..

p/s : nevertheless, I could't wait for Ramadhan to have it's precise effects on me...cant wait~