Episode 1 - Pilot

I know a fact, almost half of series program (like How i met Your Mother)..their first episode started with the title Pilot..wonder what that lead to?

SCUMBAG BRAIN TROLLING*

I got a theory..A Pilot,what I had in mind, some kind of macho suit. A guy with big vision, not just the clouds and mountain, it's what behind them as well..

I'm a pilot

I'm tired of always starting from the first step, trying to gain back what I've lost.

It got me thinking,. it was never about the past, the future

It was and always about what's happening NOW...

credits: Soothsayer from Kung Fu Panda 2

I'm tired of saying, I'm worst of everything just because I can't really stick to it..

I won't stick to book until it's finish, I just won't stick to a single job, complete em' to  perfection,

I am not that person.

(take this blog for example..)

How about I start to turn over a new leaf,. but it's much more than that than just words..

The effort I'm putting to be the kinda person we all suppose to be..

A better Pilot

Fly his plane of life to journey with the tank full of HOPE with passengers of family and friends..

So, how about kissin' goodbye to vain, and gain more self-respect..like I dunno~mother tongue maybe?

A heaven of journey (such hell of cliche)

p/s: I love you Nikita~

11 Miseries [Some Nights]

Before what ever..lemme just recall what I did..

I completed my MUET test..the ultimate condition they gave us: "factor for one to succeed in life" something like that...

And I got a point,which is - the need for being happy...

very true..I look at the paper,and think,..why havent' I thought about this before?

I just couldnt' agree more with the statement...

so right that moment..my ideas flow like Niagara Falls...all related with the facts that we DO need the feel of being happy in order to become a successful person..[how cliche is that?]

THIS COULDNT GET ANY MORE BORING

ehem..it is sure..that there had been some exposures going on around me..some stuffs that stamped my confidence as a not-so-active blogger..these 'exposure' involves stalking le me others friends blogs,,,how they manage it and I compared it,,..to..mine...??*speechless

bla blah blah

I had just gone through my longest fever-tortured days..all eleven days of them I've gone through with coldness of rain and scorching heat of the SUN...

these days full of...of...(kepala pening jap...takleh nak fikir jap)-->heading for medication

Gone With The Wind

September lullaby （ ´_｀）

Dark the stars and dark the moon.
Hush the night and the morning loon.
Tell the horses and beat on your drum.
Gone their master, gone their son.
...
Dark the oceans dark the sky.
Hush the whales and the ocean tide.
Tell the soldiers and beat on your drum
Gone their master gone their son.
...
Dark to light and light to dark.
Three black carriages, three white carts.
What brings us together is what pulls us apart.
Gone our brother gone our heart.
...
Hush the whales and the ocean tide.
Tell the soldiers and beat on your drum.
Gone their master, gone their son.


*(moment of silence)

Indulgence

birthday

September 7th 1994

1st Rabiulakhir 1415

Wednesday

7:49 pm

Maghreb

Ramadhan

Maroon & Dark Golden

Not Suppose

And I smile..la la la... - Random Awesome (i dont noe what is up with me)

Maseh sendiri, 

Dalam runag serba luas ini, 

Tanpa belaian suara makhluk lain...

Hanya belaian suara jantung bergetar...

Dan nyanyian riang di luar sana

Semua kerna waktu,

Mahu mengisinya, mahu mengembalikanya, mahu diberhentikan

Apakan daya diriku manusia biasa,

Sebiasa-biasa aku, ada yang lagi luar biasa,

Puasa sebulannya dipanjangkan seumur hidup,

Buka dan sahurnya tidak pernah ada,

Rezeki ku di bumi Allah SWT melimpah ruah banyaknya,

Fikiran aku cuba sentiasa mengingat,

Bahawa hidup ini,jaraknya singkat,

Tak usah hiraukan,..tak usah pedulikan, 

Biarlah sendiri mana pun aku,

Yang di atas sana maseh menemani,

Sedihku ini tak ada erti, 

Jika kaulah sandaran hati...

Sejauh mana dunia mengeji,

Sejauh mana mereka bertepi,

Bertambah dekat jarakku dan Dia, 

Hatta, aku endahkan saja,

Sehingga aku mampu, sehingga aku sanggup,

Maka selamalah aku hidup,

Sudah aku katakan,

Berkali-kali disuarakan,

Diiring ahli mahupun teman,

Keranda mu diusung pelan,

Mencari nasib di akhir zaman,

Berhenti jari puas berdiri, 

Menulis takdir tak pernah henti,

Fadhilat hidup tak akan ku sangsi, 

Cerita diri berbunyi begini ;~

Letto - Sandaran Hati